First Assignment!

im not even in my own room lol


Today is the first time I did my assignment. It's in Math for Computing I. I don't like the lecturer though. he's a foreigner and a bit boring haha
but I really like math so that balance it out.
my first assignment is given through italeem. I don't know how I should submit it. should I print the question as well and submit it with my answer, or should I answer it online? lol
but I finished my assignment on paper and I'm thinking of submitting it on Tuesday by hand.
but its really an exciting assignment.

IT'S MY FIRST ASSIGNMENT IN FOUR YEARS WOOHOO
I hope I'm always this excited for assignments in the next 4 years.

I was so excited that I posted this on my WhatsApp status haha

QOTD: "don't let the fire inside of you died out 🔥"

---------------------------------------------------
on another note, a friend of mine asked if it's fun to be in IIUM.

well, dude..

fun is everywhere. you just gotta get excited for every little thing happens to you. Whether it's your first fried chicken or Ice Tea in a while, or your hangout with friends at dinner that you waited for every night, or even your first football match.

even first class, new friends, new subject, a new programme, new fair, just get excited on everything! my life has been very fun so far. I even have my first fight with a senior lol! everything was so much fun!

enjoy your 4 years. such a short period of time.

good luck!

p/s: of course it's more exciting with me <3 p="">

letter to a friend: changing courses

I used to stop people from changing subject or course that they don't like
like when a friend of mine said she wants to drop Addmath in form 4
I was like don't
because of whatever reason I have back then
even though she's dying in the subject
and I'm not helping at all

but now, if someone said "I don't like ICT" or "I'm not interested"
I'll listen to them very carefully and I'll observe their behavior when the topic came,
and I realize they don't feel interested in it
well, what can I do?
I cant ask them to stay, in fact, I don't want to
because I don't want to go to an ICT fair and jumping up and down alone, getting all hype and excited
while he/she stands there and feels nothing.
or worse, dragging me to go back home early.

so why should I ask them to stay? I rather not have any friends than having someone not interested in the same thing I did

change your course if you want, I don't mind, not my business.
if you like law go for it
if you like health go for it
if you like Arabic yes go for it
as long as you're happy then nothing else matters
but choose wisely
because you're going to stuck with it for 4 years
and no one's sorry can get it back.

Merdeka, University, EPT, and New gadgets


hellooo hai hai haiiii

so today is Malaysia's Independence Day! Thank you google for the amazing artwork.

we'll catch up to your technology and innovation in 40 years!


Did I tell you guys that I'll be entering IIUM this September?

well, I just did. yayy



so I'm going there next Tuesday. man, the shopping alone costs me around 700 bucks, like I didn't have a single shirt.

but that's okay. my brother, who currently preparing to enter with me, together, 2017/2018 intake, costs more than 1000 bucks. he's insane.

girl's item should cost more with skincare, undergarment, and pads. why does his cost more?

if you're wondering if we are a twin, the answer is no. he, being the weird dude he is, take a year break after STPM because he's tired. my dad didn't mind, because he scored 4 flat, or for whatever other reason, but my dad just doesn't mind as much as mom.

She freaked out when my brother got accepted in Economics but he doesn't want to go. Hell if he's my son I'll freak out too.

but enough about that.

my 9 months holiday is almost over, hell I can get pregnant and gave birth by now.

the point is, I HAVENT BAKE THE ONDE ONDE CAKE SUGGESTED BY THE ONE AND ONLY BENJAMIN KHENG

nevermind, I'll be back home at Deepavali and bake it.

but this 9 months tho, I had a list of what I wanted to do after STPM. I think I still got it. yep, got it. I'll upload it in my next posts.

but really, I haven't upload my diary during form 6, because I need to draw a graphic to go along with it but my drawing sucks. haha. and I haven't even finish the form 5 diary. all the fun stuff.

anyway, I'm worried about my English Placement Test. It is stated that if students didn't pass the test, then they need to take another term solely for English. what...

I think this test is like TOEFL or IELTS. basically need to know the format and rules before answering. and vast vocabulary, I think.

as far as I know, it only has writing and reading test, which is great! less thing to study. I already studied task 1 (don't remember TOEFL or IELTS), and I'm super lazy for task 2. it is also said that the reading test is so hard, far harder than MUET lol

I'm dead

alright alright, i'll study.

what else should I say? oh yeah I bought a new phone from Xiaomi. It's Xiaomi Redmi 4X. why? because first the iPhone's battery becomes bloated, or bent, because overcharging I guess. so I changed the battery, but I don't know the repair guy did a horrible job that I lost its fingerprint. so I went back there to ask why my fingerprint broke. and they said it's not their fault, there is a screw missing. then why don't they just add another screw? screw you! I think there's a bigger problem here. *sigh*

but nevermind that, I can cope with the fingerprint. I still can use the phone, but my brother insisted that I have a hot hand, I don't know where he picked that term, but I think it means everything I touch will break hahaha no wayy i'm a fixer, not a destroyer.

so he took it back. and my second brother (who's enrolling IIUM with me) wants it so he paid me RM350. damn, he got the phone, with the new battery that costs me RM120 and I paid the phone for RM500. and he got it with RM350?

never mind lahhh why need to obsess with money right?

really never mind, I just want to cover the cost of my new phone.

so the Redmi 4X or I call it Forest (get it? 4X?), has a really cool fingerprint sensor, it can detect in split second, and can be used with a little sweaty hand, unlike iPhone.

but the cool thing is with the fingerprint, is that I can access to my Maybank just by my finger. hah, no need password anymore. but if I want to transfer money, of course, i need the password. security first.

for other specs, you can check online lah. don't want to write very long already

but I really recommend this phone for low budget students who need a powerful phone. It has 3GB RAM and 32GB ROM, so i think okay la. very good la for a budget phone. The camera also very nice. front and back. what else do you need? battery? HAHAHA

this battery can be used up to 2 days for a heavy user like me, for a normal or light user, I think can last up to 4 days. but currently i'm using dual sim (yes it also has dual nano sim or one sim one SD card), so it took a little bit more battery. but still it lasts me 1 day and half. thats great! iPhone cant even last 12 hours.

oh and I also got a laptop from my dad, for university use, ever since the last post before this. that post is for testing the keyboard so hahaha

my dad bought a new one for himself and I got his. it's 2 in 1 laptop, which can become tablet as well. I think it's Acer Switch Alpha 12, with Intel core i3. I already downloaded Adobe Photoshop and Adobe Lightroom although im not sure what im gonna use it for.

so i think that's all, my next update will be from Gombak, so stay tuned Adios :)

First time doing new things



we went to East Coast Mall, we went to Sushi King. It's my second time ever, going. We went in too early that the waitress told us they only serve breakfast menu until 12 PM. so we told her we'll come back, and that's where we went to Daiso. and these girls started recommending stuff and make a list of things to buy for entering university. haha

University Offer

Image result for hogwarts
already got my ticket

hey guys! it's been a while since my last post. sorry for being a disappointment! I was a bit busy preparing to enter a university as an undergraduate this September, and I really like the last poem I wrote called "when you left me". I was just imagining what will happen when I lost my loved ones. although it's a bit exaggerated but I still wonder how I will react if it wasn't depression. I really like that poem.